My busy, busy life.

Well. It's about time to finally get back on here. Sorry I have neglected this Blog after just getting it. I was doing so good and steady for three tiny days but then some serious events came into my life for me being only 20 years old. First I got a house. I had all that serious "grown up" stuff to do which I am still working on. Along with that I was in summer school which was pretty intense. I finally finished that this past Friday. Thank God I passed all my classes and now have a free summer. And well, remember Ponchita and Kensington? I may have mentioned them. They're my two kittens I rescued. Well, Ponchita passed away on the 23rd of July. She got super sick and we all miss her. I'll write another Blog introducing them, she was actually writing in the Blog Post that I had written the day after I hung out with my friend. This past week I finally "caught a break" but then I was on Facebook one night this past week and saw where my ex had unblocked me. Which was fine but just seeing him along with wanting him back and putting/seeing all his pictures at my place brings back so many great memories. So seeing him broke me down. So I had to block him.. I have nothing to hide. I just didn't want to see him. :( anyways.... I keep rambling but it's my Blog so I'll do as I please. I went out and got birthday cards for my cousins on the 31st before I went home to pack. Well when I went to Hallmark I got there card and on the way to check out I saw an I Love You card I got him before. So I picked it up and that night I poured my soul into the card. Keeping it with me. Not sure if I would ever be blessed with the chance to give it to him. After all we haven't talked since June 15th. Anywho, I finally left for vacation with my family on the 1st. We came down to Atlanta to have a birthday dinner for my cousin before she went to work. It was nice and relaxing. Not having to worry about school, getting out of my state, all of the above. Just nice and relaxing and good spending time with my family. Well, on the 2nd we woke up and we went to breakfast at Einstein Bagles.... SOOOOI DELISH!!!!!! Then we went to Voyles to go look at some cars for my aunt and uncle. Literally as we got in the car to leave at 9:17 am I got a text from him.... Zack. I saw his name pop up with the heart beside it. I was so confused until I started reading. He text me to tell me something about his dad... I broke down before even completing the text. I had my aunt read it and right away we started praying. I called Zack we talked a few minutes. It was a serious situation. I immediately started looking up plane tickets to get home ASAP. Zack texted me shortly to tell me that his father had passed away. My heart sank for him. I felt so unbelievably bad that I was not there for him. I was on my way to Alabama to see my other cousin for his birthday. I know sorta how he felt but I couldn't understand. My father passed away when I was 12. My mother was deported when I was 8. I had no one when my father passed away but thank god he had his family. I was happy and thankful that they all had each other in this time. I don't know how to help him but I'm doing the best I can to support him. So please, please support him and please, please pray for him and his family. Every bit of help is much appreciated. Well it's 806 pm here in Alabama. I have to be up early since my flight out is at 611 am. I can finally go home and be there to support him an his family. So, please pray. Thank you all.

Yours truly,

Clair Kwahadi Parker